The pills... the softer is Alprazolam and the stronger Clonazepam. I really don't like taking it and cardiologist told me I can't take it because it make my heart slower, but I'm very stressed because the exam, because all the changes at work, because my period , because Michael... I couldn't sleep at night, so I decided to take pills for now. It kill my emotions... I'm not sad, not happy, not depressed, not worry, I don't care about nothing, and my mind can analize better the situations. michael doesn't like it at all, he says that I don't care about him, that pills kill my feelings and it's not good, he's so anxious, but for now I prefer keep taking it. The only I don't like is that although I take just 1/4 pill of Clonazepam this makes me sleepy all day long. Is very hard to me to wake up and the first days I almost passed out, so now I'm taking the softer pill to not be late at work.
btw.. Mike changed his wsap pic and put my pic... now some boys he has in his contact list started to say things to him because they think it's a girl he's getting mad but this is funny!!!
I spent all the weekend studying English. It was a little boring but necessary. I have so much to learn and to practise. I would like playing games with Mike or watching series but in the end studying will worth. I'll go again to USA in 3 months and I pretend can understand better than last time I went. I can do it and I will. 😼 Maybe I will start to sleep listening to some American radio or English audiobook.
I started taking pills to feel less stressed and to control my mind. Just 1/4 pill because it slow down my heart and make me pass out. I need continue my workout, it will help me to be relaxed.
Finally I got home! It was a busy day at work but I'm doing a good job with the elearning plataform. I will not show this to my boss or coworkers until the meeting on December, they will love this! 😍
The weather is still nice, it's hot, almost 30°, but is going to rain tomorrow 😭
After work I went to English institute. My teacher was sick so the owner of the institute repleaced her. I enjoyed the class, this other teacher pay attention to us and she isn't stucked at her phone like our teacher is always. We started to read a short story wich will be one of the topics in the final exam.
Now I'm doing LISS on my bike while I write here to dont get bored 😋
- Oxford website I bought the books for lvl 1 and I got the next lvl on internet
- Video lessons http://www.engvid.com/word-
stress/ https://www.youtube.com/channel/ UCvn_XCl_mgQmt3sD753zdJA
- Some web where you can get books to learn http://www.macmillan.ru/
- Narnia audiobook http://www.ancientfaith.com/
- Write a journal on English http://www.livejournal.com/