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 Today I didn't work. I feel very bad, I'm a snot machine so I stay at home, most of the time in the bed. I hardly ever get sick , I think it has to do with all the stress I'm having latelly.
I did nothing today but I try to not fall asleep or at night I won't be able to sleep. I'll read books and practise my English.

I went to the balcony and I saw my Schlumbergera is in bloom :)


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It was a hard week but I've survived!!! I struggle with my depression and anxiety, something that is harder when your hormones are messing with you, but the good thing is that I know perfectly what events cause those issues.

As I said before I'm talking with Michael again, I never give up before try everything. Nothing is fixed yet but we started to do small steps. He told me his fears about our relationship, they are very logic and I have same fears, and we could see what personal things each one need to fix.
I'm confronthing Michael with himself, and of course this make him mad at me. So I started to write in a private journal all that I have inside my mind (even my demonds) for he can understand me better. I always can explain the reasons for my actions, thoughts, opinions, feelings. I'm very honest and I even write why he makes me mad.
He understand my need to know him better (thoughts and feelings) so what he did just surprised me... he started to write about him for me.
I can't say if this will work or not, but at least we are trying.
There are so many hurted people who can't progress with their life because they just try to ignore their feelings...

Yesterday I spent all day long lying in bed and watching Prison Break, so today I did workout to not feel I wasted my weekend. I did also some beauty rutine.

My schlumbergera truncata is blooming



I'll sleep now but this week I need work on my website.

Weekend

Feb. 19th, 2017 03:02 pm
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 Yesterday I felt bad all day long. Tired, headache, arms hurting. I worked till 1pm then I came back home, I finished the newsletter for a client then I lied down for hours. I watched maybe 4 or 5 episodes of Dexter then I feel asleep 3 am although I took half pill. I hate being so lazy but sometimes I need relax.
Today I woke up 2pm. Arms still hurt so I want do bike then stretching, this always help. There are a lot of things I have to do: workout, a new website, the courses for improve my webmaster skills, study English, beauty routine, build my magic card deck... but with this pain on my arms is so hard stay at the computer working 

It's hot and sunny. My babies are blooming


Roses

Oct. 31st, 2016 11:20 pm
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Mom gave me flowers from weekend house. There are a lot of roses blooming so she cut some for her house and for my house.
All my house smell good now ☺🌹





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I don't know if people realize it's Friday, they send me mails nonstop! I have too much work to do today wallbash.gif
Last hour I get more than 10 mails to process grrrrrr It is funny to see how teammate at work started to imitate the things sales manager does.. like going out to talk on cell phone, taking the laptop to his home, etc. He acts like very busy, stressed and if things just works because he is doing all. I think it is because he still doesn't know what are our priorities in sales department and he has excess of responsibility, but my other coworker thinks that he is hysterical lol... anyway is not a bad guy to work with

I had pasties for lunch and fruit salad, then I went out to stay in the sun a little. Flowers are blooming



Lunch time

Sep. 27th, 2016 01:29 pm
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I went for a walk in my lunch time, that is a way to do LISS since Tuesday and Thursday, when I have to do LISS, I go to English Institute and I get home 9 pm, late to do exercise. I didn't walk so much, just 3 km because here is not nice to walk around. ermm.gif

The weather is great, it's sunny and it's 73º , and plants are blooming. There some flowers I got in my way.



In this place there is some Eucalyptus trees, it smell very good



A nursery garden where you can get a lot of mini-cactus and azaleas 1f63b.png



A very ugly park but there is a pokestop



As you can see the sidewalks are ruined, that is what I don't like in this place and why I don't wear high heel shoes.
I caught 2 pokémons in my way. Now I'm again in the office without natural light, as slave. 

Spring Day

Sep. 21st, 2016 01:50 pm
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It's Spring day! Usually for 21th September here it's raining but not today, it's sunny 22ºC (72ºF)
Went I got to work a coworker gave me flowers like every year.



I'm alone in my office, designing, no much to do. Mike is very very sweet today and I have excellent mood.

That is how the flowers in our weekend house looks today


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