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Arffff
I can't say how stressed we are this last months. I'm literally on panic about everything, about what he tell me, about what he doesn't tell me.
I still can't believe he is going to do this with me, I'm afraid he cancel it.
I try to understand his situation and relax myself but god this is so fucking hard
My projects are going very fine.. websites, make up.. better than I expected, so I wonder if the trip are going to fail. I'm not so lucky so...
Anyway I keep focus in projects, workout and I'm trying to learn how the hell I can make a decent make up with all the stuff I have.
I don't know what is going to happens but I took a decision... I will enjoy this trip even if my feelings get a little hurted.
I still can't believe he is going to do this with me, I'm afraid he cancel it.
I try to understand his situation and relax myself but god this is so fucking hard
My projects are going very fine.. websites, make up.. better than I expected, so I wonder if the trip are going to fail. I'm not so lucky so...
Anyway I keep focus in projects, workout and I'm trying to learn how the hell I can make a decent make up with all the stuff I have.
I don't know what is going to happens but I took a decision... I will enjoy this trip even if my feelings get a little hurted.