The Unbearable Lightness of Being

Yesterday I had day off :D it was a excellent day. Michael called me to wake me up at 10.30 am, it was nice to wake up to his voice. We were on the phone for 30 minutes then I got up.

The weather was perfect, sunny and 64F+, so I got coffee and I spend a couple of hours sitting next to the balcony, enjoying my cacti and the sun. By 4pm I cleaned the house and I worked on my projects and designs. I got many things done.

After dinner I took care of myself. I did my facial peeling and I exfoliated the skin of my body, it feels soooo soft now! Today I plan to paint my hair, get my manicure done, exercise and have an IPL session. I should buy something to the bath, like mineral salts or bath foam.  

I've so many things to do before going to see Michael on August that I should make a to-do and to-buy list on my bullet journal. I want to look decent so I need to push harder with workout, practise more English, take care of my body and also save money to spend there. That last is not easy lately for me, I keep buying things. The last week I bought a new parfum which I like, it's cheaper than international parfums and it stay long on my skin. I'm really happy with this parfum, it's perfect to use everyday then I can save the good parfums to use for special days. 

Another stuff that I bought is a box for store the stationery things and new markers which I can do fake lettering :D

Today it's bloody cold! 8ºF at morning and right now it's 12ºF. Ok it's not sooooooo cold I know but remember that my heart beats slow then I'm always cold, even on summer.

I got the boots, I'm in love with them . My feet look small with those boots :D 

There are some stuff that Michael wants to get for me: Swell bottle, fitbit, and matching underwear Meundies.

Today I chose the bottle, 25 oz, purple and blue. I really love the color


then Michael made me choose the Fitbit, and I liked this one


 

We will wait until he loses more weight to look for underwear. This week he lost 11 pounds and I'm really happy that finally he started to care himself. He's also looking for new job and already had some interviews. He's doing courses to develope apps, working slowly to leave his comfort zone... it's amazing, I feel proud of him. All that he needed was someone who support him, who trust him. I love to see how people growth, how they become better, how they can do amazing things with their lifes.

Time for designing and drinking coffee before my fingers freeze!

Things that piss me off last 24 hours:

- I got the weights. 3 weight discs drips water. I had no idea why they have water inside but I sent a message to the seller on the auction site to let him to know about this issue. After a while I read my messages but he didn't reply. Instead that, he informed to the site that I got my order. I open a claim on the site and attached photos to it. I had the feeling that the seller won't take care of my problem so I was very pissed. Good thing: this morning the seller call me and told me that it's normal that the discs have a little of water inside and he explained to me the reason, and also told me that usually they drain the discs before sell it. We agree that I'll drain the discs and if they still drips after a couple of days they will change them for others. I hope I can fix it without change, I like the weights very much and I want to use them asap!.

- Martu had a short Math test and she didn't pass it. The test was not programmed and nobody knew they will have to do it, but still it was a test. She got 2/10 and I got very mad about. I took away her phone yesterday and I put her to do the homework. This weekend I'll do the same because she has Math test again on Wednesday.
 

- Workers next to my building stayed working until 1 am last night making loudy noise with their tools. WTF, are they crazy??? this is the first time they work during the night and I hope this be the last. I couldn't sleep until they finished. 5 hours of sleep is all that I got.

- This morning my boss came to work at 8.30 am. Nobody expected she came because she was in a trip, but she came to catch the people who is coming late to work every day. She yelled to 2 guys. After that we spoke about the organization of the trade show and she told me she will send fat ass with me.... thank you for ruining my Friday!!! If this man smells I'll say to him directly, without care if I hurt his feelings. If he harass me I'll kick his ass and tell to him what he does is not right. I won't keep silence anymore. 

- Last week I had a meeting with the daughter of my boss to organize the trade show. Sales manager was not online so she and I took some decisions about what brochures we will print, etc. We cancel some of the brochures that sales manager wanted to print because the company had money troubles last week and because there is not enough time for me to design them and send it to print. Today sales manager called me and I informed to him about this. He said we got money so we will print everything that he originally planned. I asked to him if he already has the design because there is not time to do one and he said he has not but "we will see how we do the design". We??? I WON'T rush to design while I am alone in the office  answering the phone, doing quotes, answering mails, finishing the brochures that we need to print, calculating commissions next week, having a training because we are migrating to a new version of our ERP system, etc, etc, and a lot of etc more.  Why I'll kill myself doing everything alone when he won't even go the the trade show because he will go on vacations????? 

I think there is nothing left to bitch about so far, let's see if I can breath and start my day again!

This should be a good day because it's Friday but so far is not as good as I wish. I took my nieve and Martu to the school and we missed the train because it arrived 3 minutes early to the station... oh well, we had to wait the next train then walk very fast to the school. We made it though. 

The girl who works with me messaged me yesterday to tell me that she deal with my boss she will enter to work earlier, at 8am since I am going early too, so she depends on me to can enter to the office (she has not keys) and I should to say her whenever I'm not going early to work. That bother me a little. I do not want to take responsibility for her schedule nor report her whenever I have something else to do before our normal working hour (at 8.30 am). I replied to her that I'll try to remember to messaged her if I'm not going early though. This morning after left the kids I got her message: "let me know when you take the bus". I was already in the bus 10-15 minutes away from work. It piss me badly that she messaged me when yesterday we deal that I'll just say to her when I am NOT going early, but now she wants I report to her every time I get the bus???? I'm sorry but NO. I don't want to start my morning stressed running to the school then keeping in mind that I have to report to her when I get the fucking bus. I usually arrive to the office at 7.35-7.45 so there is not reason for me to report a coworker when the hell I get the bus unless I arrive late.
 

To make my morning worse, I checked all the emails that I got the 3 days I was working from home to see if my other coworker did good replacing me... of course he doesn't. There are quotes that he didn't do, sales process that he didn't finish, emails that he didn't reply but he didn't let me know about this after I went back to the office. He knows how to do the work but he doesn't do because he is looking for new job so he gives a shit. 

I got my new exercise bands today, need to try them. I bought few more things for the bullet journal and Mike got the fine point markers I bought from Amazon :)

Now I'm working on a new website while trying to get inspiration to draw a logo.