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ThrowBack Thursday
Jan. 25th, 2018 09:31 pm
Melted... 97F
Dec. 29th, 2017 10:01 pmI woke up and checked the weather channel: 97F to 100F and no rain. Today it was going to be the hell.
I'm very careful with the clothes I choose to go to work and I always wear pants because one of my coworkers make me feel uncomfortable always staring at me and making comments
, but it was to hot to wear pants and he's on vacations so I decided to wear a dress. Because I hardly ever wear dresses I don't have any new, I'm using very old dresses that I bough more than 20 years ago and they still fit me lol 
but next month I want to buy some dresses.
( My outfit today... )
I am not so happy about how things are going at work. I like that I'm building a team with some of my new coworkers, but I don't like that so many things just me are able to do. Sales manager should know how to do every single things that I do but he doesn't. This week that I stayed at home 2 days because sickness they had to call me every hour. He can't even do a quote in the right way withouy my help, and that is why I couldn't to take vacations yet, even the comissions I am the only one in our company who knows how to calculate it
I do not want to be irreplaceable, I'm not afraid that they will fire me if someone else knows how to do my work. In this way they can't control what I do, which is not good for a company and I already explained it to them.
I did shopping today, there is nothing that can stop me! I do shopping if it is raining or to hot. Anyway I didn't get anything great, just some steel jewelry because I don't get allergy from it: a neck chain and 2 rings (they gave me one for free) 
I'm very careful with the clothes I choose to go to work and I always wear pants because one of my coworkers make me feel uncomfortable always staring at me and making comments
, but it was to hot to wear pants and he's on vacations so I decided to wear a dress. Because I hardly ever wear dresses I don't have any new, I'm using very old dresses that I bough more than 20 years ago and they still fit me lol but next month I want to buy some dresses.( My outfit today... )
I am not so happy about how things are going at work. I like that I'm building a team with some of my new coworkers, but I don't like that so many things just me are able to do. Sales manager should know how to do every single things that I do but he doesn't. This week that I stayed at home 2 days because sickness they had to call me every hour. He can't even do a quote in the right way withouy my help, and that is why I couldn't to take vacations yet, even the comissions I am the only one in our company who knows how to calculate it
I do not want to be irreplaceable, I'm not afraid that they will fire me if someone else knows how to do my work. In this way they can't control what I do, which is not good for a company and I already explained it to them.
I did shopping today, there is nothing that can stop me! I do shopping if it is raining or to hot
. Anyway I didn't get anything great, just some steel jewelry because I don't get allergy from it: a neck chain and 2 rings (they gave me one for free) 
Christmas Eve
Dec. 26th, 2017 08:58 pmI slept less than 5 hours. We was going to leave at 10 am. but for some reason we left at noon. It was a hot and sunny day, perfect to swim so when we got the weekend house I went to the pool with the kids. Almost noone there, it was perfect!!! We stayed in the pool for 2 hours, then we went to have pizza for lunch and we came back to the pool 2 more hours. My sister and my mother joined us this time.
( Pool Pictures! )
I was taking pics of vanellus chilensis birds when I saw a lizard walking next to me
I followed the lizard and it went inside a hole in a corner of the pool. In this place are many of them but it's not so easy to see them.
I took a lot of great pics of my family, so bad I can't say the same about my selfies
At 6 pm they closed the pool and we went back to the house. All the girls started to take shower and get ready for dinner. I did their make up and helped my mom to paint her hair. This woman was the whole weekend losing everything, even a gift for one of us!!! we had to help her to find it
We made fun of her losing everything, and also because she has so much expired food. My sister and I threw everything in the trash while mom kept saying "that is fine to eat". Really she is very hard to hold, and she is just 63 years old, I can't imagine how hard it will be in few more years.
After I helped mom, I took a shower and I did my best to look decent. I was tired and feeling sick, it was difficult to breathe because the nasal congestion.
This is what I did with myself
Our Christmas table:
Flor and I tried a lot of selfies until we got one pretty decent and funny, she is beautiful, is not her? Martu never join us to take pics.
Dinner was a delicious meat with orange sauce and salty pancakes tower that my sister cooked from and old recipe that my grandma used to cook always. It was very nice to eat it again.
At midnight we toast and opened our gifts. My sister never spend money on gifts so she gave me a fashion key ring. I expected nothing from her because she is saving money for my niece 15th birthday. From Martu and Flor I got jewelry and a succulent plant for my mini plants collection!!! Mom gave me a blue blanket which seems will look fine on my bedroom. Everybody liked the gifts that I got for them so I am happy
I went to the bed at 3 am, feeling very sick and tired.
( Pool Pictures! )
I was taking pics of vanellus chilensis birds when I saw a lizard walking next to me
I followed the lizard and it went inside a hole in a corner of the pool. In this place are many of them but it's not so easy to see them.
I took a lot of great pics of my family, so bad I can't say the same about my selfies
At 6 pm they closed the pool and we went back to the house. All the girls started to take shower and get ready for dinner. I did their make up and helped my mom to paint her hair. This woman was the whole weekend losing everything, even a gift for one of us!!! we had to help her to find it
We made fun of her losing everything, and also because she has so much expired food. My sister and I threw everything in the trash while mom kept saying "that is fine to eat". Really she is very hard to hold, and she is just 63 years old, I can't imagine how hard it will be in few more years.After I helped mom, I took a shower and I did my best to look decent. I was tired and feeling sick, it was difficult to breathe because the nasal congestion.
This is what I did with myself
Our Christmas table:
Flor and I tried a lot of selfies until we got one pretty decent and funny, she is beautiful, is not her? Martu never join us to take pics.
Dinner was a delicious meat with orange sauce and salty pancakes tower that my sister cooked from and old recipe that my grandma used to cook always. It was very nice to eat it again.
At midnight we toast and opened our gifts. My sister never spend money on gifts so she gave me a fashion key ring. I expected nothing from her because she is saving money for my niece 15th birthday. From Martu and Flor I got jewelry and a succulent plant for my mini plants collection!!! Mom gave me a blue blanket which seems will look fine on my bedroom. Everybody liked the gifts that I got for them so I am happy
I went to the bed at 3 am, feeling very sick and tired.
I tried to find the house were my grandparents lived 40 years ago but it seems Google street doesn't go there yet. So bad because I'll love to see how the place is now. They lived in a small village called Río Colorado and I can remember every single detail from there. I used to go with them on vacations from my 2 to 6 years, they were the best years of my life.
My grandfather was train driver and the house was located next to the tracks. In the front garden he had orchids, freesias, jasmines and roses. In the back garden they had an orchard and different fruits tree. That house was so special for me.
This is the only I can see on Google maps
I looked for a house I remember I lived with my family. I have good and bad memories of this one. My parents got divorced while we lived there so my grandparents had to moved with us. They made my life a little better and less sad
This is the house, I actually live near there
One day my father and my grandfather brought a computer to home, it was just a keyboard that you need to connect to your TV. It had not a hard drive to save info. The programs you needed to save and run them from casettes (yes, I am that old) I fell in love with it, probably from that moment I loved more computers than humans.
My father used to buy a computer magazine called Microhobby which in every number had code for program a game. I spent hours and days writing code but it usually never worked. Sometimes I play those old games in an emulator.
I tried to remember other adress where I lived before and also the place where I born but I can't remember it.
My grandfather was train driver and the house was located next to the tracks. In the front garden he had orchids, freesias, jasmines and roses. In the back garden they had an orchard and different fruits tree. That house was so special for me.
This is the only I can see on Google maps
I looked for a house I remember I lived with my family. I have good and bad memories of this one. My parents got divorced while we lived there so my grandparents had to moved with us. They made my life a little better and less sad
This is the house, I actually live near there
One day my father and my grandfather brought a computer to home, it was just a keyboard that you need to connect to your TV. It had not a hard drive to save info. The programs you needed to save and run them from casettes (yes, I am that old) I fell in love with it, probably from that moment I loved more computers than humans.
My father used to buy a computer magazine called Microhobby which in every number had code for program a game. I spent hours and days writing code but it usually never worked. Sometimes I play those old games in an emulator.
I tried to remember other adress where I lived before and also the place where I born but I can't remember it.
I'm 40 years old today....I don't think the number will affect me at all but I don't like so much how it sounds. I am just now learning how to live, many of my years were a waste.
The day was not as bad as I thought. I woke up at noon, I had some bad dream that I don't remeber what this was. My mother messaged me if I preferred to have lunch or dinner together, I chose dinner. I got up, I had breakfast and 2 hours later I had lunch.
I wanted to do workout but I felt heavy after dinner although it was a small beef with salad. I read for 1 hour a new book which seems interesting and I was still heavy so I decided to do bike instead workout. I did 1 hour bike while I read the diet book to know what to do after I end the diet. I also played some matchs of Magic cards.
I had shower then I started to get ready for dinner. I went to my mother's restaurant, it were mom, Flor, Martu and me. My sister and my niece didn't come, I invited them but they forgot it was my birthday and they were already cooking for dinner. My mother was complaining about some problem with her business but I just ignored it.
I was a little nervous because I didn't know what reaction I was going to have about food, or desserts. I didn't break my diet at all, I had grilled chicken with salad. Martu had squid rings which I LOVE but I didn't touch it at all. She also had dessert, some choco-cake which is a cake made with chocolate cookies and caramel... sugar... all those sugar there in front of my eyes... and I didn't want to eat it. I feel so good with my body although I do not get my goal yet, that I have not interest at all to ruin all the work I am doing.
My mother keeps saying to me that I should not do diet, that I have no fat to burn, that many diets are so bad for our body. She also talked about how fat she is getting because eating so much, and that she probably will have a liposuction
My father and his older son messaged me today, I was surprised they remember my bday. My boss also messaged. Michael did early in the morning, he was the second person who greeted me, Martu was the first
Some virtual friends on Facebook also saludate me although I don't post the date of my birthday there, I don't want to reply a lot of messages of people who probably don't even care about this day lol
One of the makeup brands I buy from, which I really love their products, sent me a 15% off coupon for my birthday.
Right now they give 70% discount because cyber monday so I think I will buy some makeup tomorrow and try to use my coupon to see if I can get 85% off lol
I took some aweful pics of myself to remember how (bad or good) I looked on my 40s. I am not photogenic and allergy is killing my eyes but who cares
( warning, look under your responsibility... )
The day was not as bad as I thought. I woke up at noon, I had some bad dream that I don't remeber what this was. My mother messaged me if I preferred to have lunch or dinner together, I chose dinner. I got up, I had breakfast and 2 hours later I had lunch.
I wanted to do workout but I felt heavy after dinner although it was a small beef with salad. I read for 1 hour a new book which seems interesting and I was still heavy so I decided to do bike instead workout. I did 1 hour bike while I read the diet book to know what to do after I end the diet. I also played some matchs of Magic cards.
I had shower then I started to get ready for dinner. I went to my mother's restaurant, it were mom, Flor, Martu and me. My sister and my niece didn't come, I invited them but they forgot it was my birthday and they were already cooking for dinner. My mother was complaining about some problem with her business but I just ignored it.
I was a little nervous because I didn't know what reaction I was going to have about food, or desserts. I didn't break my diet at all, I had grilled chicken with salad. Martu had squid rings which I LOVE but I didn't touch it at all. She also had dessert, some choco-cake which is a cake made with chocolate cookies and caramel... sugar... all those sugar there in front of my eyes... and I didn't want to eat it. I feel so good with my body although I do not get my goal yet, that I have not interest at all to ruin all the work I am doing.
My mother keeps saying to me that I should not do diet, that I have no fat to burn, that many diets are so bad for our body. She also talked about how fat she is getting because eating so much, and that she probably will have a liposuction
My father and his older son messaged me today, I was surprised they remember my bday. My boss also messaged. Michael did early in the morning, he was the second person who greeted me, Martu was the first
Some virtual friends on Facebook also saludate me although I don't post the date of my birthday there, I don't want to reply a lot of messages of people who probably don't even care about this day lol
One of the makeup brands I buy from, which I really love their products, sent me a 15% off coupon for my birthday.
Right now they give 70% discount because cyber monday so I think I will buy some makeup tomorrow and try to use my coupon to see if I can get 85% off lol I took some aweful pics of myself to remember how (bad or good) I looked on my 40s. I am not photogenic and allergy is killing my eyes but who cares
( warning, look under your responsibility... )
After got home I had to research about the test I did today, I don't usually believe in those things but it surprise me how good it described me. So I found that there is an indicator called MBTI based in the study of the psychiatrist Carl Gustav Jung. It's true that just 1-3% of ppl have this personality, then I laugh about how rare I can be.. I'm O- blood type and INFJ-A 
and better I stop reasearching because I found that there is some advices and diets that ppl with my kind of blood should follow
Another thing I found is a forum for INFJ ppl to we don't feel so lonely... really??? I would like to know some people like me but just to check if this MBTI indicator works and also for see if I can stand those people. Sometimes I feel i'm compatible with noone, even with Mike.
I did workout, I took a shower and had dinner. I was about to watch series but it's late now and very cold. I took a pill for anxiety with my coffee lol. Now it's time to go bed and sleep under my new warm blanket
and better I stop reasearching because I found that there is some advices and diets that ppl with my kind of blood should follow Another thing I found is a forum for INFJ ppl to we don't feel so lonely... really??? I would like to know some people like me but just to check if this MBTI indicator works and also for see if I can stand those people. Sometimes I feel i'm compatible with noone, even with Mike.
I did workout, I took a shower and had dinner. I was about to watch series but it's late now and very cold. I took a pill for anxiety with my coffee lol. Now it's time to go bed and sleep under my new warm blanket
