Hoarding disorder
Sep. 11th, 2016 09:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nattalieToday I started to throw things in the trash and I wonder if I have hoarding disorder 
There is a lot of things that I didn't use for years or also I never used. Mostly of those things I got because my family gave me it.. If i don't accept the things my mom will says I'm a thankless but I realize that 90% of times she gives me things that she doesn't whant anymore but if she throws away she will feel guilt . So she forced me to accept her things and I feel guilt if I reject or throw away those things.
In this way I filled my house with her old forniture, old clothes, old ornaments, old crockery, etc. Mostly of her things I don't like and I don't even use but I keep it because "maybe one day it will be useful" OMG
I feel sick of all this shit around me and I'm angry about let her making me feel guilt , but blame her in this journal will fix nothing so, time to throw away everything!!!!
This is just one part of all the stuff I want throw in the trash
There is a lot of things that I didn't use for years or also I never used. Mostly of those things I got because my family gave me it.. If i don't accept the things my mom will says I'm a thankless but I realize that 90% of times she gives me things that she doesn't whant anymore but if she throws away she will feel guilt . So she forced me to accept her things and I feel guilt if I reject or throw away those things.
In this way I filled my house with her old forniture, old clothes, old ornaments, old crockery, etc. Mostly of her things I don't like and I don't even use but I keep it because "maybe one day it will be useful" OMG
I feel sick of all this shit around me and I'm angry about let her making me feel guilt , but blame her in this journal will fix nothing so, time to throw away everything!!!!
This is just one part of all the stuff I want throw in the trash
