Florida: the last day
Aug. 19th, 2016 11:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nattalieThis is a very sad day, the day when I have to go away from Michael again.
We woke up early, we pack our things then we left hotel.
We did shopping again. I bought clothes on Nike and Kohl's... Mike choose clothes for me that are really nice. He also choose a bag and wallet that I love.
After it, we went for coffee to Dunkin' Donuts then I see a store where sell unlocked cellphones and I bought a Samsung Galaxy wich works pretty good.
We went to the airport and I registered my luggage. Then we wait in the car because Mike felt bad. We stayed on silence and I tried hard to hold my tears.
After 2 hours waiting we went to the airport. We walked to my gate and damn... I could not hold my tears more. I didn't want go away from Mike but same time I wanted run away asap to not to feel an eternal pain. Isn't just sadness what I felt. Ins't fair our situation. It's like a sinic joke... first time in my life I feel 100% fine with someone, I feel relaxed, I enjoy th time together, and now I have to go away.
I don't know what Michael felt but I made him cry. Time to get my plane. I cried for hours, and yes, for days... I still cry writing this. I can't believe how much I love him. He said we will meet again.
Now I have to stay strong... one more time, always fighting, always staying strong while I feel im dying without him. And for this I started this journal, because for stay strong I need remember every second with him, every feeling, every kiss, every hug. We deserve a real chance and nobody will give us it... we are who have to fight for get the chance.
We woke up early, we pack our things then we left hotel.
We did shopping again. I bought clothes on Nike and Kohl's... Mike choose clothes for me that are really nice. He also choose a bag and wallet that I love.
After it, we went for coffee to Dunkin' Donuts then I see a store where sell unlocked cellphones and I bought a Samsung Galaxy wich works pretty good.
We went to the airport and I registered my luggage. Then we wait in the car because Mike felt bad. We stayed on silence and I tried hard to hold my tears.
After 2 hours waiting we went to the airport. We walked to my gate and damn... I could not hold my tears more. I didn't want go away from Mike but same time I wanted run away asap to not to feel an eternal pain. Isn't just sadness what I felt. Ins't fair our situation. It's like a sinic joke... first time in my life I feel 100% fine with someone, I feel relaxed, I enjoy th time together, and now I have to go away.
I don't know what Michael felt but I made him cry. Time to get my plane. I cried for hours, and yes, for days... I still cry writing this. I can't believe how much I love him. He said we will meet again.
Now I have to stay strong... one more time, always fighting, always staying strong while I feel im dying without him. And for this I started this journal, because for stay strong I need remember every second with him, every feeling, every kiss, every hug. We deserve a real chance and nobody will give us it... we are who have to fight for get the chance.
