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[nattalie]

Since days I have insomnia. My body is very tired, my mind keep me awake till 2 or 3am then I sleep 4 hours and wake up to work. More tired I feel every day more hard to sleep it's. Although it's hot I forget drinking water. My lips was getting dry because dehydration. I lost the control of my body.. it hurts. And I feel that all these issues are because stress... my mind is fucking me up.
Mike is worried about me and he feels fault. He knows all that I'm holding.. he's a good support and every day he showes to me how much he love me.
I will star taking pills again until I get another way to relax and sleep.